In the midst of wonder.

Sometimes she tries to feel her own breath to make sure she's still living. Her body doesn't feel like hers and her time doesn't feel like her time as well. 

And she always wonders whether the hardwork pays off.

She keeps believing. And she still believes.

Because she misses him so.

There she is, shedding tears, not knowingly. 

She misses him so much. So much more than she could have imagined back then when he was not that far away from her. 

She wants to spend every moment of the week with him, if she could. 

Distance makes her realize so many things, in so many ways.

Tick tock, tick tock.

Another weekend has passed. She loves how soon she'll be able to see him again yet she hates at the same time that she might be running out of time. 

She can do it. Yes she can, watch her. 

"Hold on, pain ends."

Strings of happiness.

It's the second day she started playing. And she's getting the feeling day by day.

And she keeps strumming and she keeps playing. 

Unknown tears.

And she just burst into tears. Without a reason. She just feels a great need to cry a river, maybe it's the period cramp.

She hugs her pillow tight and cries. She'll be alright.

Time in corner.

Alone, she sits in the corner sometimes. 

And she watches the people and thinks. Nothing in particular, just letting some wild thoughts running in her head as if the time freezes at that very moment. 

She daydreams a lot. Many people had told her so. Only observant ones did, she thinks. 

And she sits in the corner, again.

Magic.

What a day to remember. :)))))))))))))

Just when she was thinking of him on the way back home, he appears. Literally, appears right in front of her, like magic.

According to Mama, he had his slippers, bags and bottles well-hidden just in case she finds out his surprise visit. He even parked his car far away from her place on purpose. It was a well-planned surprise.

He never fails to make her smile, as always. :)

And she's so happy today. So happy.

:)